everyone you know is now a little closer to dying.
tomorrow, your mother has twenty-four hours less then today until she dies.
your father, your siblings, the rest of your family, and everyone you’ve ever cared about or not cared about will die.
you’ll die too. me too.
sometimes, i forget that i can die. every time i get into a car, i risk getting into a fatal car accident. and whoever’s driving me or sitting beside me, and the person who’s in the car that runs into our’s. but i really never think about that. the innocent people who die everyday that i hear about on tv, well, that’s never going to be me. it’s usually someone i’ve never heard about.
but i guess that’s what they probably thought too.
damn. but i’m not really too afraid of dying, but i’m more afraid of the people around me dying. i will never realize how fragile life is. so many things could happen and the person you love the most is gone. maybe a friend, or relative, etc. that you haven’t seen in awhile could be. how would you know? not everyone dies of old age.
i don’t want to ever be mean or rude to anyone i know ever again.
